" W I S H "

i love everything about you...but i Hate what you've become .. this Silence hurts me to the core... i wish this thing what we had was not broken...... i wish to have you right here with me ...i wish i could go back to the times when we used to laugh and have a good time just us two !...all the crazy things we did.. the memories just kills me...it makes me feel miserable,,just thinking about the fact that "I'M" THE REASON WHY THINGS HAVE CHANGED...I WAS SELFISH,,NEVER gave yu enough love,,yu deserved soo much,, you desrved more than i gave yu..i miss yu so badly..every where i look it reminds me of you ! hw can things change now,,it seems just yesterday we were one big happy family.. you and me sitting together,, dreaming and laughing, and enjoying each others company..you used to make me feel so damn special..now i just feel like the rest of them. Things have changed but the memories remain the same... you mean so much to me.. . . . . . . . .

SUCCESS MY ASS

Success,,,if every mofos in this world were successful in life than every succass person would be wiping their ass with money....money is just an object,,a mere non-living solid that you can't take it with you when your dead.
What the fck m i saying haha...theres a cotstant rambling i've to hear about what the fuck are you gonna do with your life....Hell this is my life..you don't own..and you sure as hell have no clue what i have in mind...no fucking assholes know what i think off every fucking single time.....i mean maybe i'm good at somthing..hell iam good at alot of things...but what happens in the future is supposed to come just irrelevantly...we can't plan and all tht shit...if i say..i'm gonna be a dancer does that mean i can be a dancer..or will i for certain am gonna be a dancer..what if fate has other things in store for me..what if a jackass millionaire comes flying through the window and marries me and makes me an heiress...what if i die tomorrw?? theres no fuking way i can predict the future..some people will be successful and some will fall in their asss and live in the basement for the rest of their lives...hell theres no fucking way i can decide for myself what im gonna be and yu sure as hell have got no shit on me and say that well you will do this and that....somtimes i shit in my pants scared to death thinking what fate has in store for me...fuck ..now i've com to the conclusion that thinking about it just a fucking waste of time...so just lay low..sit back and let fate decide what youre gonna be motherfuckers!!!!!!!!!!! just go with the flow i'd say !

what ?

compared!!!!

why do people fucking compare!!!!??????

oh your hair is longer than mine,
your studying more than me,
her skin is better then mine,
look..she's studying more than you,
why are you not obedient like your sister,
look your sister is nicer than you,
he loves her more than me,
am i fat or she?
why can't you be like her?
don't wear makeup that makes you look like a whore,
don't wear heels that makes you look older than her,
she does not cuss like you,
why can't you keep your mouth to yourself like her,
don't act smart like her,
you are so annoying than her,
i love her more than you,
why can't you be more like her,
quit shouting like an annoying bitch,
don't sit like a whore,
do this do that like a proper girl,
act like your mom,
greet your elders with respect like your sister,
don't waste your time on the internet like a loser,
think positive like me,
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nak nak nak nak nak nak nak nak nak nak all the fucking time !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALONEANDCOLD

I set out alone,
Crawl through the tunnel,
My eyes can hardly see the other side,
No longer cold,
Or feeling in trouble,
I realize that I am just alive....
So let it shine,

Cause we are, the light in the tunnel,
We are the living and dying,
See how we are, alone in the world,
We are the light in the tunnel,
That's all.....

Moving so slow, towards the end of the tunnel
I don't pretend I'll see the other side
I trudge through the mud
I push through the rubble
To realize that I am just alive
So let it shine

Cause we are, the light in the tunnel,
We are the living and dying,
See how we are, alone in the world
We are the light in the tunnel

The world is not leaving us (leave us behind)
But we will be leaving this world
Yeah, the world is not leaving us (leave us behind)
Do we believe in this world?

Cause we are, the light in the tunnel,
We are the living and dying,
See how we are, alone in the world
We are the light in the tunnel
That's all....
We are the light in the tunnel
That's all....
We are the light in the tunnel
That's all....

uuuuggggghhhhh!!!

......because of my yesterday's thought of the day..i totally made a fool outta myself
god knows what happened yeSterday!!!!
i was going with the flow of just being myself and not caring bout what these people think of me when i landed on my ass in ----* with my mates drunk dialling unknown people....n headbanging with a tree in the jungle...lol!!! yesterday was caaaarrrAAazzyy!!!!!!!!!!!


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some people live just to please others...
well ive learnt something and dat is don't ever give a rat's asss wat odas think of yuuu .....someday eventually were all gonna die n we ain't going tu heaven nor hell....
we'll just disappear into thin air sow it's pointless always worrying wat odas think of yu...WEAR WHAT YU LOVE,,EAT WHATEVER CRAP YU FEEL LIKE EATING,,ACT HOW MUCH-EVER CRAZY YU WANNA ACT, LIVE LIFE JUST THE WAY YU WANNA LIVE........................



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