tking tym wid a wounded hand

aaahh bored tu death,irritated as hell,its 9;30 pm, n dis new yr. thing is shit boring....i just want tu die,i hate my life,i hate everything around me...ppl r reali mean,i jus wana freakin die ...i dont hv ne1 hum i cud cry tu or talk tu,as daes passes m gettin mor n mor depressed..m pissed offf wid everythinh,i even curse at dogs,i think m going insane,i hate being me..i havent gon out for daes ,,just stuck hea lyk a prisoner,...i cnt b fcking stuck wid his thots forever,i gotta muv on,but how...........it's killing me,the pain..it just keeps haunting me,i feel miserable,n i sulk al da tym,iv lost appetite,i lack sleep,m practically lyk a walking zombie..

so numb..godamnit it feels so fckin numb )= brk up's r neva easy....

woah..

tudae my dae was fine..went tu church,prayed fo hours...n den da real fun started in de eveinin wen i witnessed two drunks..lukyn at me wid a weird xpression n i too kpt lykyn ad dem,den da real deal happend dey instantly started making out ryt in front of me..on da road,i was dazed coz lyk whr i liv its realy hard tu fynd sunthing lyk dat takin place in public dat also two guys..i felt grossed lykyn at deir tongue swinging frm side tu side n made my way out of da crowd,..

to be continued...feelin groggy..gd9t

me!

my life seems pretty skeptical l8ly...i feel bored al da tym n i cnt concentrate on nething especialy my studies wch shud b my no.1 priority at dis stage coz il b gvin my icse nxt yr.

aaah wt is happenin..is it just me or is da whol world vomiting my sorrows..

=(