Hear me....

dont leave me here,wanting yu more..striving for ur touch,hungry for ur love,begging for ur kiss. Its easy to walk away,yu just count ur steps and make way to another random human bt it is never easy to erase the memories that we shared..for 17 months iv bin waking up evrymonin happi to be the 1lucky grl u loved,bt nw m startin to wonder if the word 'love' suits to be placed next to me coz afta the hurt,deciev,brok3n promises..the word LIE is the perfect sylable for it i guess..never 1nce,nevr evr hav i told u dt i did nt love yu bt the same sentence has bin plunged into my ears about a hundred times from u,this mayb easy for u as u r a boi wid no emotions wat so eva to just walk away n neva lukyn bck bt 4 once,cudnt u hav thot bou me n done wts gud 4me...dint it ocur to yu dt i wud fl pathetic n lose my studies..u say dat dis is wat u wantd bt u hv jus bin selfish enough to think of only ur desires ..wat bou me ??where ismy happi endin m badly hurt n i wel i just cnt thnk straight nemore wel hpe ur hapi coz u got wt u wanted,cngrts u won...uv oficialy made me cry,uv oficialy hurt me n uv oficialy taken my heart n fed it to the dogs...gudbie

Just a thot

"To keep a relationship intact,one must make an effort and that effort must come from both the partners."
i try so hard,i give my best,i TRY my best to keep whatever we have alive n yet i feel lyk u jus dnt mke any effort at all...i'd do nethng for u to kip u smiling bt al u do is mk me unhappy sad lonely n depressd,u mk me thnk alot,abou dis thng dis relationshp,i cnt handle it on my own,i nid ur help,i nid ur hand tu catch me wen i fall bt lately al iv bin doing is falling on my knees n hurting myslf coz ur neva der...ur neva eva der at dat crucial time wen i nid u da most,i mean isnt boifrnds supposd to tk cre of their grl,gv dm their love mk dm smile,bt wat u r duing is xactly de opposite...in de end ur gona brk my heart n m waiting for dat moment patiently...

"SUBLIME"

Its just so hard to please people especialy those who are egoistic and arrogant but u cant fall out of love. The whole sense of aoura,the love vibes you get from them is unexplainable. Suddenly your world is filled with cherry blossoms, when i fell in love with you i felt happiness and smiles all over me. These vibes were never a part of me before you walked into my life. You dont understand,you make me want to be a better person,you make me smile all the time even when there is no reason to smile at. You not only fill my emptiness with butterflies but you also fill the pessimistic part of me with ur scent of love....i love you my love and i will alwaes do.

Vulnerable

hw cud i b wd a person hu wud rather see me get hurt n rather see me cry ..,..hearts r broken but da condition of my heart well it has bin shattered into uncountable pieces...m vulnerable,m torn n i kip holding on where ders nothing left to hold on to..i just gota learn to let go,,,,,,,!

happy?

In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
Oh, this pressured center rising
My life overturned
Unfair the despair
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set; all darkens

Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal path-way to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Are you
HAPPY?

Are you
HAPPY?

Are you feeling happy?

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing

sumtyms evn angels get hurt n make mistakes!

she ryts; y doz he hav 2b so dam mean,he promisd her dat he wudnt change but she was jus a dumbass 2blv in hm,nw shes cot up,she cnt escape fm dis mess..
few months bck she hd alredy gvn up hope bt she got cot in hs unrequited lov once again..shes lonely,shes crying,shes stupid n shes thnking of dieing!

inside meee

inside me is a happy girl dieing tu come out but i usually SHUT her up by cutting my wrists !!!!!!!!!

sad bunny

i feel lyk a hippie...i dont comb my hair,i eat gang,get high al da tym..omFg wats happenin tu me huh...wel da pain is stil der bt wat else can i do ryt..newaes m off nw so long...