" W I S H "

i love everything about you...but i Hate what you've become .. this Silence hurts me to the core... i wish this thing what we had was not broken...... i wish to have you right here with me ...i wish i could go back to the times when we used to laugh and have a good time just us two !...all the crazy things we did.. the memories just kills me...it makes me feel miserable,,just thinking about the fact that "I'M" THE REASON WHY THINGS HAVE CHANGED...I WAS SELFISH,,NEVER gave yu enough love,,yu deserved soo much,, you desrved more than i gave yu..i miss yu so badly..every where i look it reminds me of you ! hw can things change now,,it seems just yesterday we were one big happy family.. you and me sitting together,, dreaming and laughing, and enjoying each others company..you used to make me feel so damn special..now i just feel like the rest of them. Things have changed but the memories remain the same... you mean so much to me.. . . . . . . . .

SUCCESS MY ASS

Success,,,if every mofos in this world were successful in life than every succass person would be wiping their ass with money....money is just an object,,a mere non-living solid that you can't take it with you when your dead.
What the fck m i saying haha...theres a cotstant rambling i've to hear about what the fuck are you gonna do with your life....Hell this is my life..you don't own..and you sure as hell have no clue what i have in mind...no fucking assholes know what i think off every fucking single time.....i mean maybe i'm good at somthing..hell iam good at alot of things...but what happens in the future is supposed to come just irrelevantly...we can't plan and all tht shit...if i say..i'm gonna be a dancer does that mean i can be a dancer..or will i for certain am gonna be a dancer..what if fate has other things in store for me..what if a jackass millionaire comes flying through the window and marries me and makes me an heiress...what if i die tomorrw?? theres no fuking way i can predict the future..some people will be successful and some will fall in their asss and live in the basement for the rest of their lives...hell theres no fucking way i can decide for myself what im gonna be and yu sure as hell have got no shit on me and say that well you will do this and that....somtimes i shit in my pants scared to death thinking what fate has in store for me...fuck ..now i've com to the conclusion that thinking about it just a fucking waste of time...so just lay low..sit back and let fate decide what youre gonna be motherfuckers!!!!!!!!!!! just go with the flow i'd say !

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