" W I S H "

i love everything about you...but i Hate what you've become .. this Silence hurts me to the core... i wish this thing what we had was not broken...... i wish to have you right here with me ...i wish i could go back to the times when we used to laugh and have a good time just us two !...all the crazy things we did.. the memories just kills me...it makes me feel miserable,,just thinking about the fact that "I'M" THE REASON WHY THINGS HAVE CHANGED...I WAS SELFISH,,NEVER gave yu enough love,,yu deserved soo much,, you desrved more than i gave yu..i miss yu so badly..every where i look it reminds me of you ! hw can things change now,,it seems just yesterday we were one big happy family.. you and me sitting together,, dreaming and laughing, and enjoying each others company..you used to make me feel so damn special..now i just feel like the rest of them. Things have changed but the memories remain the same... you mean so much to me.. . . . . . . . .